random explosion.

hiks Calista say i got skin disease :( i also feel disgusted by my hand!!!
it's like a kana poison like that leh.. purplish one. but actually it's because of
VOLLEYBALL!!! Speaking of which, i think today my volleyball session is a failure.
T_T first we have to get into grps of 3 then our position would be like how you play monkeyball. the job of the middle person is to "pass" the ball from the 2 persons by using the volleyball method. (i forgot what it's called). Then when it was my turn to be the middle person, i can't seem to pass the ball to the other person leh.. then cause my 2 partners to be unable to play smoothly! like the ball always stuck at me then have to keep picking up the ball. hiks. i feel like a failure. then luckily my partners are nice ppl :) one of them, Gary taught me how to pass the ball the right way but still..... and in the midst of learning frm him, i "bent" my right thumb. OUCH. It still hurt until now! But i still like vb, and next week we gg to have a mini game :)) hope history won' repeat itself.. hehe
After vb, it was CATS e-learning. Not much fun with my grp mates. Don't rlly like Gary leh cos he brought his friends along then they quite noisy then he also use vulgarities when talking to his friend. i don feel quite comfortable with that. n throughout the grp work session, i was low low low low low.
But was high after that when i met with sherlyn, calista, casslynn while waiting for lijuan :) i felt much much more comfortable with them :))))) then i like keep whining abt my CATS thing. i think i very irritating. but i feel much better after hearing their advicess. Casslynn used the reverse psychology method on me :)) haha
went atrium to eat teriyaki rice bowl (YUMMY) but bite on ginger twice (YUCK) then keep laughing when calista n casslynn keep using sentences that have song title in them. OYA thanks to calista i can watch moonlight resonance in youtube! shall share the good news with my fattu!
Just received a sms frm vaput. hiks cant meet up with her today. she gg to take care of her aunt's pushcart shop :((( n tml is 4A class gathering. we are gg to have BBQ!!!!! HURRAY!
Last night, couldn't sleep well and when i was just abt to sleep, somebody called me. was very turned off. i picked up the call and it was my sis calling frm aus. very grumpily, i answer. then she told me she cant sleep cos today is her paper. then i think i quite annoyed with her cos she woke me up. then i just say "the call very ex leh." then she say "okay okay. bye" at that moment, i was very angry cos she disturbed my sleep and it took me quite some time to fall asleep again. was very angry at her! but now i regret what i had done. i rmbed last time when i was doing my O's, i couldn't sleep. My sis nt only accompany me thru the night, she also try to chit chat with me so that i will fall asleep, despite feeling sleepy herself. i feel very bad now and want to cry ::::>.<:::: SORRY CINDY. i think i m not a good sister :(( I MISS MY DEAREST CINDY. i can feel that we have distanced apart. there are so many things that i wanted her to be the first to know. but we are so far away n sometimes i don feel like calling her cos she may not be free. then end up all those things are bottled up in my heart then when i finally can be on the phone with her, i just don feel like telling her alrd, cos the feeling just disappeared.