things on my mind. a trip to shanghai changes certain things. i want to go back jakarta to see my family, san san, and attend koko eric's wedding. how i wish i can attend cindy's graduation, it's once in a lifetime thing and i missed it. i miss her. i dislike him. i am hungry and im going to settle my own meal next time. i hope i can get the job next week when i go for the interview. i want to use my hard earned money to buy the golden ticket back to jakarta. i hope december comes soon. i hope i can go back during december and not worry about projects. it's been a long time since i watched a nice movie. i felt sorry for some people. i want to lose weight, the fats in my arms and thighs have to disappear!